free verse (roman numerals)

l. today the wind blew like ice melts.

slowly, breaking apart.

tomorrow the ice will crack

and i just might fall through

yesterday the wind blew right through me

i felt like i might have broken apart

ll. tomorrow my heater might explode

leaving me with scars even you can't kiss better

yesterday i will smash my heart into pieces

and you will watch with tears in your eyes

because you hoped you could hold it one day

today you will kiss each piece i left on the floor

and carefully piece them back together

lll. yesterday i lied about how i felt

so you could pretend that we are all okay

today i watched you lie to me

so we could pretend it was alright

tomorrow we will make up

because the bed will be

much too empty without

you/me in it and our

hearts will never mend without

your/my presence

lV. tomorrow i will kiss each scar better

because my lips seem to cool the burns

today i wasn't home when our gas

stove exploded in your face

yesterday i realised i will sob

when i wasn't there for you

V. yesterday our dreams were torn to shreds

by someone as savage as i used to be

tomorrow the odds couldn't possibly make a difference

as our love consumed us like the flames and the moth

but with less third degree burns

today we made up like fire

our sheets crinkled and crackled like popcorn

and love refused to go out

wow addiction

so my wow account ran out of time.

i started going back to childhood games.

have you guys ever heard of a company "gpotato"?

they make this awesome game that's a lot like wow called "rappelz" its really quite fun.

i'm deciding if i want to download anything else from the site because they make great games. and all of them are free!

AND CHAOS BEGINS!

SO I'm basically in charge of the house for the next week.

And the kids, and the dogs and my cat.

But tomorrow is gonna be a beach day so I'm happy with that.

Gonna swim and watch the fireworks.

Hopefully someone will have a portable radio!

again i haven't been....

again i haven't been a very faithful poster. ...

are you guys mad at me?

i had a very relaxing weekend away from computers and just life...

now i'm back and it's chaos.

it's more chaos then when i left and i think i am the pillar in a lot of ways.

that drives me nuts but that's how it is.

i wish things could change but that's just not how it works.

Malika Mouse

video game crazy

I don't understand it.

My boyfriend is totally obsessed with a game called StarCraft.

The company that makes the game is OBSESSED with perfection.

(They also are the makers of WoW which I play)

The problem with perfection is the reason why StarCraft ll

took something like TEN YEARS to come out after it's first game.

He got the pre-release so he'll be lining up at midnight.

He got the beta game so he's test-playing before the public.

He has literally starting playing now all day

(before it was WoW but at least then I could play with him)

and has abandoned the game of WoW.

I don't understand the obsession. 10 years waiting for a game that is STILL imperfect?

I don't understand playing the beta game (not liking it) and moving on to BUY the game you didn't like... All for a dedication to a game that was sorta good .... 10 years ago.

I'm literally not going to see him for like three weeks or however long he takes him to beat the game ... Because the game is basically gonna come first. GAHH. Shit that's what I get for dating a nerd.

oops

wow. i actually sorta forgot about my blog.

i must admit i've been addicted to WoW.

World Of Warcraft. Yeah. I'm a WoW-head...

I've also been concentrating on schoolwork.

I'm finishing my math course (in summer school).

I've been working really hard and I've been doing a lot better.

I watched Australia. OMG what a heartbreaking movie.

It's about the Second World War and a young half-blooded boy.

It was horrible and tragic how everyone was just blown away.

I couldn't believe the destruction and terror everyone felt.

The forests burned. The islands burned. And the children were torn apart.

Wow.

wow long time

hey guys. trying to think the last time i posted...
it was a while back.

I haven't been writing a lot and i've been focusing more on school.
how's it going with you guys?