Gone to the dark side.

So mama got a student discount at the mac store because evie is my sister XD

Anyways ...
She got a macbook pro, classes from the mac store, a free ipod touch, and a new printer.
It's a really nice system and well made.
I think she'll have a hard time breaking this one XD
I'm hoping that this will last her a long time.

I think it's a great upgrade and it's a lot better for business and work usage then her pc was.
It's simple to use :)

NOOOO! HELP?

Hi guys. It's MekaMouse from dA.
So dA has decided to kick me out but NOT on other people's computers.
JUST on mine. I can't stand when they do that :(
Seriously it's bothering me.
So I apologize if my groups or whoever try to reach me and can't!

Super excited about club

YAHOO.

My mom's technique club is today!
Check out her blog for details on it.
We should have pictures up by next week of our finished products :)
PaperDreamers

MekaMouse

I'm so psyched.

I'm so happy. Our d&d group is FINALLY getting together to work on making new char sheet for everyone.
'Cept I seem to be the only person that retained anything from our last campaign on how to play, how to make a char sheet or just ... do basic attack rolls. It's kinda sad really.... Though sad for me or them I dunno.

Also I seem to have become the historian and end up writing everyone's histories. -.-
I missed playing Lidia though because she is the girl I'd love to be.
The whole point of d&d for me is an escape world.
It's like books with ... other people simultaneously reading the same book next to you at the same speed and constantly talking about the best plot shift.

 My little brother is dming though. I'm a little worried 'cause I get the feeling he might pick on me should I pick on him >.<

Oh well. I'm gonna get back to working on a char sheet with my boyfriend who wants to look like a draenei from WOW. *rolls eyes* He's gonna play a drow/tiefling girl. *mumbles* crossdresser *mumbles* Seriously all the char's he plays are girls. Meh oh well.

my newest free verse collection: glass poison

Today I watched as your poison lies ribboned around my intestines dissolving them with a black acid. Today I was sick of your petty crime and wanted a life bigger then guns and sex (like passion and murder). Today I was told my metaphors were too large and my imagery too vivid for an adult to understand and too dark for a child to read.

The days are blurring together and I can barely see past all the haze. The worst part is when you go from seconds to months and then fade into years. I wished you could catch me but your faded ink skin can barely hold the feather quill you once carried.

I decided today that showers are better then baths because when tears run down your face you can't feel the difference. And when you are sitting on your shower floor under the hot water hoping your skin will disintegrate, your organs will evaporate and your bones will melt. Maybe just maybe the pain of all the memories you loved will be burned away from you.

Four of the little birdies who fly together whispered: "come play with me. We'll drift on currents of air and catch all the whispered prayers on a wind." But one little birdie whispered so softly: "run away with me. Run away and I promise you'll have more then air currents and whispered prayers. I promise you'll have the touch of god to save you and a nest safe from storms." Too bad I was never a bird. Because that offer was the best one made.

But all this isn't real. And you are a fiction made up of fairy tales and puppy dog tails. I just wish we could be more then dreamers and more faithful then a broken heart.

WOW my mom has skill XD

So I give up. She sliced her toe open. It's bleeding everywhere for like 30mins. At first she thought it was the dog then akita. finally figures out it's her. i clean up the blood we get to the dentist. and four hours later it's still bleeding through everything and she didn't want to go to the clinic *rolls eyes* finally get her to go and they polisporen it, bandage it and tell her to keep off her feet. .... fat chance ...

oh my life is always interesting...

DW anyone? (not arthur's little sister ;)

I was just wondering if anyone else is watching the fifth season of DW (Doctor Who).
I watched the first. (Loved it)
I watched the second (addicted)
I watched part of the third and I couldn't keep track of the day or time it was on.
They kept switching it. (I know he's a time lord but i'm not :( )
I didn't watch the fourth at all because I fell out of the groove (I'm so ashamed.)

But I watched the first episode on Space channel of the fifth season and instantly fell in love again.
For some reason the PVR machine recorded the First, Fourth and Fifth episodes and skipped over two and three. I have since watched two and am going to watch three when I get home. But I've fallen in love with the series all over again. It helps that Amy Pond is a total riot and I love her. And that the fifth Doctor is a total hottie. Like sex-c, yum, omg now kind of sexy. And he's a total riot. I like that he caught the essence of the Doctor and the Doctor from the second season. I hope he stays a while :)

But seriously if you haven't checked it out at all. Please do. I need someone to talk to about it :)
Also it's fun, full of magic, and a lot of great pointless plots. ;)

HI guys!

I've now started a blog for my mother and her friend.
PaperDreamers
She is a paper crafter and they have all sorts of cool ideas.
She will soon be uploading photos (well I will ;) )  of all the crafts she and Julia have made together or apart.
I'm pretty psyched about this :)

So far...

I'm so excited about this collab I'm doing with Kn1ghtofdarknes.
We are something like halfway through the first chapter of our story.
Our d&d characters are in a bar and I started a fight (of course).
He comes in and bails me out (but I don't really care about him "helping a small halfling").
I laugh at him and tell him what I can do with a blade.
He kills two of my attackers and I wound two (telling them to run out of the bar which they do.)
He has been so brilliant to work with and I hope that we can continue this story for a while.
It's been so much fun rediscovering my character as well.
I'm hoping to get back into d&d come june.
I am having a meeting with my dm on sat (as well as our previous dm).
I'm the historian in our group so wee-hoo. XD

Anyways that's all for now.

WOW

So i'm going to get a game card for my wow account today.
Hurray money I shouldn't be spending XD
I'm already broke. Seriously.

Doing okay.

So I have started working on a collab with fellow deviant KnightsOfDarkness.
We are going to start a story with our d&d characters.
I'm really looking forward to it.
He has a pretty cool character and I miss my character.
Check out his gallery. He's got a cool character (only a few submissions up about his though).

Thanks for checking it out guys :)

Better?

Hi there,
I have been feeling so much better.
I still have a dry cough but meh.
I have started a llama trading group on DeviantArt.
Link: Selling-Out-Llamas
In case you guys are interested.
I'm a super new group AND it's the first time I've ever been an admin by myself. :D

Trying to start a business

So.
I want to start a something.
Selling jewelery, cards and my books.
Would anyone be interested in any of that?

If anyone writes and would like to collab?

Hi there,

If you are interested in writing or just learning.
I am willing to do a collab with someone.
Please post what you would like to do
and how you would like to contact me. :)

Oh btw.

If anyone is interested.
I'm a WOW player.
Server: winterhoof
Main char: Falera

What I tried to crack open

Poetry again:

today i tried to crack open my ribcage in the hopes that my heart could get some sunlight because then maybe just maybe i could feel some warmth in the crevices of my cold frozen heart. yesterday i tried to freeze dry my heart so that when i finally got the courage up to give it to you it wouldn't be all bloody and wet. tomorrow maybe i'll finally realize i need to learn to let go of everything i thought i had and move onto to things i know will help me crack open that ribcage of mine

So I'm up now

Why am I still awake?
Because I can't sleep due to lack of being able to breathe.
I have a lung infection that isn't going away and not going a hell of a lot better.
Had it since the 9th (sunday).
It's rather sickening actually.
Enough about me for the moment.
This is for all Cancer patients or loved ones who know what it's like.
Poetry time:

today i watched you become blind in order to shut out the world around you. you never did like watching violent movies and you always hated seeing bullying in the schoolyards. yesterday i watched you become deaf so you didn't have to hear my coughing so loudly in bed. lying there praying to god sleep would come but ending up waking myself up because my lungs would close. tomorrow i'll probably watch you bury my still warm body in the back of your trunk. my mouth taped shut and hands bound but don't worry. it's a mercy killing. better then dying alone with my hair falling out.