Because I can't sleep due to lack of being able to breathe.
I have a lung infection that isn't going away and not going a hell of a lot better.
Had it since the 9th (sunday).
It's rather sickening actually.
Enough about me for the moment.
This is for all Cancer patients or loved ones who know what it's like.
Poetry time:
today i watched you become blind in order to shut out the world around you. you never did like watching violent movies and you always hated seeing bullying in the schoolyards. yesterday i watched you become deaf so you didn't have to hear my coughing so loudly in bed. lying there praying to god sleep would come but ending up waking myself up because my lungs would close. tomorrow i'll probably watch you bury my still warm body in the back of your trunk. my mouth taped shut and hands bound but don't worry. it's a mercy killing. better then dying alone with my hair falling out. |
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