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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

that's a matter of opinion because when you know me it's not a matter of right or wrong just what's best

that's a matter of opinion

by *MekaMouse

i'm watching your insomniac pleasures fill my bleeding pores.
i'm filling your dead liquids with kerosene as the cigarette slips from my fingers.

your comatose mind is filled with hidden doors
but your crazed body is filled with speed
and i can't watch you do this anymore.

you are filled with candy coated wishes
but unfortunately for you i grew up.

you are filled with butterfly kisses
but i never did like pretty things.

i'm filled with kiss-it-better love
but you are bleeding on my carpet floor
that i tried so desperately to keep clean.

i'm filled with i-want-it-now
and you are too preoccupied with
not-right-now-i'm-busy-with-work.

you are filled with a college budget
but i want champagne baths.

your mind is filled with grocery shopping
and i just want to eat (you)

i'm filled with reasons to leave
but you still want me

i'm filled with potholes and cracks in my asphalt makeup
but you come equipped with drywall filler and a steamroller

you worry that one day we'll run out of excuses
i worry one day we'll run out of love
you worry we'll end
i worry it will be violent
you worry you'll die alone
i worry i'll have to bury you...

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